So, yeah, I've got stuff in my head and, yes, I want to get it out, and, likely need to.
I hate not being able to promise this even to myself. Physical limitations aren't historically my limitation.
I'm streaky to a fault. The long suspected ADD was confirmed a couple years ago and now is accompanied by Dysthymia (sp?), a chronic, low-level depression and OCD.
As much as I want to do this on a regular basis, it is all too likely that I will loathe it just a few short months from now or sooner.
The circular problem is that I'm all too aware of the broken promises of my past, to others and myself, to ever make any new ones.
Just thinking about this is getting me angry, so for now I've got to stop.

